~ Into her eyes...
we can see deep within, the hurt the pain
the comfort the love, the passion the fears
deep in her eyes you can find her hiding
hiding from those painful thoughts
running from the unwanted truth
but when her eyes smile shes let free
and you can really see who she is inside
when you look into her eyes...~


~She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile
She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can’t see me wantin you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

There’s a fire inside of you that can’t help but shine through
She’s never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we’re Invisible
I just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize

I just wanna show you she don’t even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile~


soo seeing as the last journal update ive done was in Feburary i figured it was time for an update you know.. showing that im still alive and kicking.. haha

soooooo much has happened in the run of the year that im not going to even attempt or recap anything! all im going to say is fuck you drama i hate you and can you please just GO AWAY!!! i dunno why but it just follows me everywhere.. for example.. my ex.. and his "minor" (as we call her, cause well hes 21 and well shes 16 and just for the record i have no problem with age.. just wait till there out of highschool!!!) well so there moving next door to us.. (us being me and my roomates.. which one of the roomates well her names anik.. shes lucs ex that i was ranting about a journal or so back.. haha they dated for like 5 years and we hated eachother and now were friends and live together.. when i said sooo much happened in a year.. trust me i could write a book series... were all actualy thinking of selling our lives and our memories to some drama series director or something!) but yeah so he and his minor are moving next door to us.. and they are fully aware that we live here.. yet someone how if theres trouble in paradise for them or well anything at all me and anik are somehow always the blame! even though we dont do anything! ugh oh well! blah i guess ill just have to deal=/

ok in other less drama related new lmfao
I started college this fall, taking a business course gonna be taking over my dads business before we know it!

umm what else hmm:S well i guess there isn't anything really right now, other then all the drama bullshit my life is pretty dull=/

well thanks for reading lmfao and well IM NOT DEAD lmfao